Im not who i am anymore.

In times like this, I come to think so far that eventually everything I think of just simply brings me to tears. From someone who's dreams was thrown in a bright place turns to a someone who doesn't even know what's she's doing now. What have I become? Where is the old me? I've changed and I myself realise it so bad. I dont wanna end up being who i am right now. So quiet, so depressed, this is just not who i really am. I really dont know how to be the old me again, or maybe more likely to be said, i've forgotten. I guess the only person that able to help me is just myself, no one else.