I guess what all my friends said about it is right. How long more can I even hold this up to? Why am I being so lenient to you when you do even care about my feelings? Who am I to you? A total stranger? It's been quite awhile that we've known each other, don't you even study what kind of person I am? I know I've studied you enough! I think I can even make a story of you out of no where. Is it me who's being too nice or is it you who's being mean and unfair? Seriously, if I could just sit with you and talk.. I'm sure I have truck loads of questions for you to answer. But too bad I know it'll hurt your feelings somehow, i hate it when that happens. I do all these stuffs for you cause I care! But you're making as if I'm a 'TISSUE'. Why is this happening again? You use me when you need something, you throw me away when you don't. Sometimes you say all those ''good'' stuffs about me or even about the stuffs that you owe me.. Do you really mean what you've said? Or just to make things feel better? I don't know. I feel so hurt, so USED. I feel dumb especially. Let me tell you this, I'm lenient to you because I care for you. I know how's your family background, your life, how are you living with it that's why I care! If you think you don't need any sympathy, you can always tell me yknow.. So I wouldn't waste any of my time and effort on you. Seriously, you're not helping me man? You're making things even worst for me. I kept quiet on everything that you did to me. I keep all the frust inside cause I don't wish to hurt you at all. I care for your feelings but what about me? Do you care about my feelings? I don't think so. But nevermind, it's okay. Friends may think I'm crazy cause I keep giving you second chances or maybe more? Let me tell you this, I don't mind giving you second chances as long as you are willing to change for the better. I mean seriously. I shall not mention names same goes to all the wrongdoings you did cause I know it'll be shameful for you. I didn't blog this for fun, I blog cause I feel bad for you. So, I hope you'll realise your mistakes as soon as possible cause I can't stand it already if things keep happening.

Take care then.