My heart beats faster whenever the phone rang...

Today's school was fucked up. So sway, i don't wish to tell here. I almost got myself in big trouble.. I wanna cry my heart out, why am i behaving like this? I want to be the old me again... The one who doesn't create trouble and always think before I do anything wrong. Those memories just had to hurt me and I don't wish to see it happen again. But why am I making it happen again? Why am I saying all this when I'm the one who does it? Sometimes, I just don't understand myself...

School's so screwed up. True friends aren't true anymore. From groups become individual and from individual become enemy. What is this? I don't get it, everything's so complicated nowadays. Exams are on, and I'm not even revising.. Slacking, as usual.

Sigh~ What's happening to my life?