School's been veryvery boring. Classmates aren't as active like how we were in sec 1. Teachers, great~ Lessons are okay except for MT, CME? Gosh, nevermind.

I just realise my relationship with my family is somehow falling apart? Brother don't talk much with me. Small sister only talk to me when we're in bed. Mum? I dont know. And dad.. Fought with him a few days ago and I must admit.. i kinda hate it when he accuse me of doing stuffs which im not even doing. Well, maybe its because of the past. But why must you bring back the past, dad? I thought that period of time was LONG ENOUGH for you to put everything back in? I guess not, but its okay. How long do you need then? How long will it take for everything to be like before, like how close we used to be last time. I had enough of this shits with you already. I don't like now, I don't like it when you're always scolding me, I don't like it when you're always thinking negatively about me. Infact, I don't even like mysef now. What you said before, made me think about myself. It made me speechless. Remember those times we used to sit together andask each other hows today? Remember those times we use to share our most embarassing moments, and laugh out loud together? Remember those hugs and kisses we use to give each other before i go to sleep? But look what happen now, and its all because of me. After that sinful mistake i did, we started falling apart. I wish I could rewind back time, and just start everything all over again. Start all over again, so this shits won't happen. But I guess its too late?

Why can't we be like last time?