You.

I miss you. I miss us. I miss the times we use to spent together. I miss the times we laugh. I miss the times we had late night talks at West Coast Park. I miss all those happy moments. I miss how we use to be so happy, no fights, nothing. I miss taking pictures with you. I miss going school with you. I miss eating with you. I miss having small arguments that end up with laughters with you. I miss going to work with you. I miss all those question games with you. I miss skyping with you. I miss simply everything.

How worst can my holidays get without even having a whole day spent with you? Things are different now. I understand that you have to work to earn your own money but how long will this take? When can I have all these back? We went from being that "happy couple" to this "serious-all-the-time-fighting couple". I just hope after you're done with your work, everything's gonna go back to normal cause Imissyou. Don't let money ruined the happiness. :'(

We fight. We laugh. We cry. We smile. We go through good times together, we go through bad times together too. We were once friends, we were then lovers. We share things together, we still keep some dirty little secrets to ourselves. We share the same birthday, but our personalities comes from a different world. But then at the end of the day, after all we've been through... We never fail to say ILOVEYOU.

I may be bossy, I may be bad, I may be rude at times, I may be irritating most of the time, I may be late like ALWAYS, I may be scolding you, I may get mad at you at times, I may say words that hurt you bad, I may even hurt you without even me realising it myself, I may be the one who spoils your day, I may even make you hate me for one second.. But whatever it is, you still accept all my flaws and stay. I'm sorry I'm not perfect but thank you for loving my imperfections.

I'm sorry for everything. For every second that I've hurt you, for the times I make you mad, for the times I say things that hurt you, for the times I made you walk away, for the times I made you wait for me, for the times I made you cry, I'm really sorry for every mistake I did and even for what's to come in the future. Forgive me now and then. I'm sorry.

I can't promise you that our "relationship" will be perfect but what I can promise you is that, as long as you're trying.. I'm staying. We've been through alot together, so please don't give up on me that easily. I'm just another normal human being who makes mistakes. I don't need you to be perfect, I don't need you to be at your best because you yourself have your own flaws. I love you for who you are.

You know, I can't describe the feeling I'm feeling right now. It's been awhile since I last love someone till I found this guy here. Well yeah, he actually did manage to win my heart over a few guys. Aren't you proud of that?

Well... Like I always say, we still have a long way to go. We still need an ending to our story, whether it is good or bad, everything lays on Allah's hands to decide. As long as I'm still strong and I still care, I'll do anything to hold our relationship tight. Be there for me, don't make me fight this war alone.

Let make this happen, Iloveyou.

December it is and the next thing you know it's already 2012. I gotta say 2011 is a very challenging year for me. Gone through ups and downs just like i do too every single year. Well, school have come to an end for me. In about 17 more days to results and also in one week time bestie's off to serve the country. I gotta say I'm gonna miss my boy cause I'm not use to not having him around. Time flies so fast. I remembered when we talked about you asking me how is it like if you were to go in NS and I would just say it's gonna be different for me. Then times when you say you can't wait to go in NS cause there's nothing much left to do outside. Then next thing you know, one week left and you're good to go.

People come and go in life, some leave good memories, some just simply another lesson to be learn. But as for you my friend, you've always been there through it all. Whether is it good times or bad times, you were always there but it's just me that don't see it. Secretly but obviously you "accidently" read some stuff and you then know something's not right with me... You took the initiative to call/text me asking me whether I'm fine. And besides that, I don't know... You're just everywhere. This is what i call a defination of a True Friend. Thank you for being there for me all the time. Thank you for making me laugh when I'm at my hard times eventhough I didn't tell you anything. Thank you for accepting me as your friend eventhough I know at times, I do irritate you or even make you disappointed. Well, I don't know how to thank you for everything... But thank you. In one week time, I won't have anyone else to make me laugh, smile, to lepak with me everynight, company me go here and there, do silly stuffs, pull a prank on any random people.. Sigh. It's just gonna be different without you although I know you'll book out every Friday but by then you'll be tired and all you need is rest. I guess it's true that sometimes the things that are meant for you, you won't be able to see it. But as for me, I realise it now. It's you that is my true friend and no other. Thank you once again.