Hey hello. :D

Its been awhile, haha. I miss blogging somehow. Thanks to bestie, I got the mood to blog tonight. Anyway, just came back. Yeah. School's been rocky this week. Uhuh~ but i love it. No idea why.

Been addicted to the song Mary Jane by The Click Five. I know right? Haha, okay. Prangai so the MADY~

So slacked with bestie just now, and talked non-stop like we usually do. We slacked at the place we used to sit during secondary times. Sat there and the talks started. I told bestie, the moment I sat and I started to flashback all those beautiful memories during secondary. How much i miss my lovely classmates. How i wish it could just happen again. But seems to me like everyone's busy with their life. I mean really, we rarely see each other anymore. I don't know why though. Nevermind, don't wanna talk about this.

Anyway, i had a fun time today. I mean really. Though i didn't do anything much but its just fun. I don't know why but i know i'm weird. Haha.

So webcam-ed with boyfie just now and talked on the phone. Gahaa~ Tomorrow is his day. Italent at Vivo and he's performing. Hope it turns out great as he is SICK. -.-

Anyway, i think i better end here. Gotta wake up early tomorrow o.o

Gotta catch some concert! Yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah, MOVE BITCH

It's been two weeks plus with you.

I definitely enjoy every moment.

Your eyes and your smile just simply brightens up my day.

I don't know why its so simple for you to just make me smile.

I mean seriously, I don't know what is it with you...

I feel so comfortable when I'm with you.

You're unique in your own ways.

Honestly speaking, you're like no other.

You're the first one I've given so much love to.

You're my addiction dude~

Remember, i ain't a STMF, right boyfie?

Wassabe peepos!
Gaahaa, i miss blogging somehow? Lol right, i know. So, just came back from RAMEN TEN. Since tomorrow is abang's birthday, we decide to celebrate in advance. Teeheee~ Then, also did had a big dinner there till dad captured a photo of a 8 months pregnant woman. XD What the hell, haha. Anyway, I'm tired. Tomorrow's school, gosh. -.- So not in the mood. Happy birthday in advance to Abang. Boohoo, he's 18. So legal 18, great~

DADs for Life

WCP was ooooolala~
Photos was ketangtong!
Hawaii as a theme was kocikocikoci~
Games was omboomprak!~

TAAAADAAAAAA

You can't be all things to all people.
You can't do all things at once.
You can't do all things equally well.
You can't do all things better than everyone else.
You can't do all the things better than anyone else's.
Your humanity is showing just like everyone else's.

So:
You have to find out who you are, and be that.
You have to decide what comes first, and do that.
You have to discover your strengths, and use them.
You have to learn not to compete with others,
Because no one else is in the contest of being you.

Then:
You will have learned to accept your own uniqueness.
You will have learned to set priorities and make decisions.
You will have learned to live your limitations.
You will have learned to give yourself the respect that is due.
And you'll be able to make that difference because there is only one 'you'.

Was reading my own blog in the archives and I found this poem. Thanks to boyfie. You know, reading back the post in the past makes me laugh. Was talking to him just now when he suddenly opens a topic about something that made me so curious! Dope. Anyway, today was a short day indeed. Went to school, not so late. LOL, yeah. Reached, as usual took attendance and then start some practical. Did Pneumatics. Basically played with air and also the double acting cylinder and stuffs. Haha, me, Nas and Nizam did on our own and I must say, we're pretty good at making unlogical stuffs that doesn't has anything to do with the practical. Haha, I mean really.

So after school, didn't slacked with boyfie. :( Decide to give it a rest for today. Haha. Went to slack with bestie after school, as usual. Then after that, went home and do nothing.

So may be going out tomorrow. No idea to where, lets just see how the plan goes... (:

NINE FEBRUARY TWO THOUSAND TEN!

I hate today, really.

Started with a late morning. Went to school with normal peepoos which is Nas and Zam. Dope -.- Supposing to go school with him but too bad. Anyway, reach school late as usual and started work at workshop. File here, file there. Lol. Then it was break, ya.. Nas and Zam wanted to go home, and apparently they did. -.- They LEFT ME ALONE, grrr. But nevermind, went with Mas and gang. XD Then went to class after break. So did nothing much during the second period but went to the computer lab to do some survey? Yeah, then it was home time. Went back with Mas and ya ........
blablabla. Don't wanna talk about it, DOPE.

ilovehim

OMG!

i just got,
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gosh, hate it.

WARNING :
To those who're chatting with me, whatever link i sent you.. DON'T CLICK. I don't wanna be responsible. Teeeheee~

Anyway, i just posted about 15mins ago? LOL. Just came back after a SHORT trip down to the swimming pool. YET, got rejected. I couldn't went in, dope. The aunty was like

Aunty : "you have to be out by 9pm"
Me : "what time is it now then?"
Aunty : "Five minutes to 9pm"
Me : "-.-"
Aunty : "Haha, you came here just now right?"
Me : "Huh? Oh, ah ya ya."

Lol, she saw a twin of mine. :D Haha, kay. Whatever it is, she made me smile. LOL! Anyway, chatted with dearest Yat and then he told me something meaningful too though.
"Take each day as it comes. If it's a good day, then you praise the Lord Allah for giving it to you. Life's is unfair."
Thanks friend. (:

i feel so LOST.
i feel so FRUST.
i feel so DOWN.
i feel so EMPTY.
i just dont know why.

i wanna go down,
go somewhere quiet, relax
somewhere where i can be all alone
with just music or maybe strong wind
god, ease away this shit.

i hate this feeling
this feeling of misery
this feeling of loneliness
this very negative feeling
for goodness sake, take it away

this feeling makes me lazy,
makes me tired
makes me sad
makes me feel lke going to the swimming pool
makes me wanna EAT!
and also makes me talk all nonsensical.

booohooo~

Boo!

Gosh, lets not say much cause i'm already sleepy! So today morning, had to wake up early.. Due to that damn parent meeting -.- DOPE, went to school with mom. Reach at about 9plus? Haha, yeah. Had some talk going on, so on and forth. Then after parent meeting. Mom went home and Nas accompanied me to Simei ITE for my ITALENT! Hah, didn't wanna do it cause my "friend" had to back-out at the last minute! (what a great friend) So unfortunately i went alone and sang alone. True friends of mine gave me courage and motivation, I love you guys. Especially Rafi, you told me that I had the guts to come here alone. That made me proud, thank you very much Rafi. Anyway, went to audition and I sang my heart out and gave the very best. Judges were smiling at the end, that made me smile too. Haha. So after auditions, went to Clementi with Nas and Mas to get something to eat... Since I'm too noisy and impatient. Then Nas was pissed cause he couldn't get the eggtart that he wants since morning, so he went home. Left me and Mas, so we slacked under my void deck, waste time and went home. TAAADDAAAAAA ~

Now i'm chatting with dearest YAT here, haha. He's so making me laugh. You never fail to do so, haha. XD lets let the pictures do the talking now, i'm tired.

Today's school was okay. Tired indeed. I don't know why but I just felt so restless at school.

Something strikes me while i was on the way to school, in the bus... Anyway, it all started early in the morning... Saw this handicap kid, boarding the bus.. Alone. She tapped her card then sat at the front. I watched her, as she was reading the nespaper. Then I felt sad all of sudden, i don't know why.. And I think. Seeing her in this situation then makes me realise.. Why waste my weekends doing nothing when i can go out and help those needy people? Maybe not by giving money, but maybe show some love to them. I just feel like helping those needy people. The old people in old folks home, I felt really fortunate to live happily, healthily. I mean, really.

Oh well, that's just what I think though. Anyway, kinda bored now, doing nothing. Italent is so THIS SATURDAY! OMG?! I don't know, I'm scared. My partner's feeling is even worst!
Hey partner, don't you dare quit! If you do that, I'm so gonna rape you!
Anyway, we only got about 3 more days to practice? Haha, goodluck ah. XD

Kay lah, bye!