He calls himself HE-DIE-AT.

He's a new friend of mine, and he's funny. Haha, not forgetting, slumber too! One look at his face and BOOOOOOOOM! He's one blur boy. Geeees, joking eh Yat. :P
Anyway, look at him... Gaha! He's so kurangajar, that he went offline without saying goodbye to me you know! Pandai betol ni Yat. Haha, kesian die besok skola. XD
Hehehe, same jugak ngan orang sini yeeeee~

Kay I'm done for today, shoo shoo!

Enjoyed volleyball as much as I enjoy the sunburn right now.

Like dope, it feels so painful like as if it's burning my skin. gosh, whatthehell.

Nevermind, I'm tired. Lets just let the slideshow/pictures do the talking yeah?

Take care, lovely earthcreatures.

Oh my god, seriously. I hate you? I don't know why but you're acting so weird towards US this few days. Due to that matter? Okay, I'm not tryna' say it's a small matter but you don't have to put the blame on me and him. That's really not necessary YOU KNOW?! Yeah, at the same point of time.. Why are we your target? Why? Is it because you don't trust us? YOUR OWN *****? Hello mister, think properly lah. We don't live in this world to do such a stupid thing okay? WE HAVE BRAINS, like you ALWAYS say. Like duh? The moment I went home just now, you opened the door and gave me that "oh, what the hell" look. Fuck the what right? Please lah, you're making me sick and tired listening to the same question that she have to ask us. Why don't you ask us yourself? Why must it be her? It's not her problem at all, it's YOURS! For goodness sake, if you really really don't trust us already.. Why don't you just lock your door? Or maybe put some rules like "No entering the house unless you're at home". Come on lah, I'm not tryna' say anything. But I'm just tryna' make a point that why must we be your target. Seriously, that is really not necessary. And of course, I hate your fucked up attitude. Really, I wanna tell you this but too bad... Too bad I have someone nice like her to stop me. And also, I hate your "THAT FACE". Go wash that freaking fucked up face of yours lah. Pooky~

Happy Three Friends.

KongKongKong! Anyway, school's been awesome.. Haha, especially when I have them with me. Boohooo. Currently busy with school stuff, been tired lately and all. Maybe that's why I didn't blog that much already. Haha. Macam paham eh. I know, i know. Anyway, I'm bored right now. Have nothing much to do. Mum's not home, brother's not home. Rumah senyap semacam seehhh. Hmm, anyway... italent is in about ONE WEEK time. And hell yeah I'm nervous about it. Damn it, how I wish I could just cancel it. Haha, but then too bad Reena have to suffer.

OMG! Focus on my face... XD

Hahahahahha, anyway.. I'm getting tired.

Take care peeps.

Oh well, its been quite some time since I've blogged. LOL
I'm tired, back from school. Nothing much to do though.
Dad's at home, dope. -.- (hates it)
Missing some people.
Nizam's friend is hot, haaaaa~
Raj is cute, duh -.-
Boohoo, I miss mady.
Whale is 24hours disturbing me, not.
HAAAAA, last weekends went out with lovely people.
Nevermind, I'm tired.. Lets let the pictures do the talking.


23 January 2010, Clarke Quay.








24 January 2010, Pioneer Swimming.

Great.

School was awesome indeed. Great classmates, enjoyable lessons. But some are just ruining my fun. I don't know what are you guys up to but who am i to you? Then who am i to them? I'm not trying to compare anything or anyone but its just that you guys are OVERREACTING. Sorry to say that but yeah.. Its true. You guys keep thinking he's my "bf", what the hell? Come on lah, stop acting childish... I mean really. You guys know nothing about me and Nizam. He's my friend since primary school, nothing more. So please, don't judge us if you don't know anything about us at all. AKU BINGIT TAU TAK?! Asek2 dengar same bende! "Ye lah, dah ade kawan baru tak ingat kawan lame." Kawan baru?! Eh, die kawan lame lah siak! Sial ah, bikin wah fed-up je. Diam ah..

"Freckles"

I used to care so much about what others think about
Almost didn't have a thought of my own
The slightest remark would make me embark
On the journey of self doubt
But that was a while ago
This girl has got stronger
If I knew then what I know now
I would have told myself don't worry any longer it's OK

[Chorus:]
'cause a face without freckles is like a sky without stars
Why waste a second not loving who you are
Those little imperfections make you beautiful, lovable, valuable,
They show your personality inside your heart
Reflecting who you are

Who you are
Who you are
Who you are

I wondered if I could trade my body with somebody else in magazines
Would the whole world fall at my feet?
I felt unworthy and would blame my failures on the ugliness I could see
When the mirror looked at me
Sometimes I feel like the little girl who doesn't belong in her own world
But I'm getting better
And I'm reminding myself

[Chorus]
'cause a face without freckles is like a sky without stars
Why waste a second not loving who you are
Those little imperfections make you beautiful, lovable, valuable,
They show your personality inside your heart
Reflecting who you are

Reflecting who you are
Reflecting who you are
Hmmm
Whoooooo whoa hmmmm oooooo

[Chorus]
'cause a face without freckles is like a sky without stars
Why waste a second not loving who you are
Those little imperfections make you beautiful, lovable, valuable,
They show your personality inside your heart
Reflecting who you are

This song is for the girls out there who thinks that they're not perfect,
don't think negative :)

Looking back through the years,
I can't believe how long
We have been best friends,
Through good times and bad.

When I needed someone to cry,
With me and laugh together
Give me a shoulder to lean on,
And a hug to make me feel better.

You know how true it is,
When you know that no matter what
Happens or goes on down the road,
That there will always be best friends.

If I could catch a rainbow
I would do it just for you
and share with you its beauty
on the days your feeling blue

If I could build a mountain
you could call it your very own
A place to find serenity
A place to be alone

If I could take yours troubles
I would cast them into the sea
But all these things I'm finding
are impossible for me

I can't build a mountain
or catch a rainbow fair
But let me be what I know best
A best friend who's always there

So as time passes and days go by,
Just remember that when you need me
That no matter what time or place,
I will always be there by your side, my best friend.

2010 it is now. A new year, new school, new friends and of course new everything. School has started and it has already been one week. One week gone by so fast that things started changing in a blink of an eye. Everything doesn't seems like it is in 2009. A great example would be my secondary friends. What happen to most of them? I don't know. Some I know has started schooling just like me too, but what happen to the others? Why isn't there any news at all? No news, no phonecalls, no messages, no nothing. Why? Come on guys, what happen to the "kecorable" us in secondary school times? Doesn't mean we can't contact each other eversince we got on our separated ways in ite right? I heard that most of you guys are not schooling, even worst decide to drop out. Gosh, why is this happening? Just when I was watching the videos of us during secondary school times, I started laughing. Then, I realise that I really miss you guys so much. Really... Will we ever gonna meet again? Will we ever gonna go out together like we used to in secondary moments? Are we ever gonna be that HAVOCK when we're together outside? Or are we just gonna forget one another after getting to know new friends? Come on 4/9, think... Don't ruin our great memories. I love you guys, each and everyone of you equally. And I'll definitely try my best just to plan some outings together although I know some of you can't make it. And also make you guys realise that we are still classmates although we know we've gone our separated ways.

To bestie ;
Hope you're reading this. I'm glad you went to Reena's blog and accidentally read that post. Yet I'm here to apologise that I didn't know what was going on in your life since you've told me. Why didn't you tell me earlier? I got so carried away that I went pissed off with you. At first, you went swearing at me, scolding me for no reasons and that made me feel off. Then, you didn't talk to me that much in school. You were just so different. When it was time to go home, you didn't wanna wait for the bus with me, you took your stuff and you went off telling me you were lazy to wait for the bus. After all those stuff you did to me in one day, made me go home and think what has happened to you? What has gotten into you lately that made you do that? You never once did that to me, but then all of sudden this? Then when I was home, I kept thinking... How am I gonna face you the next day? Are you gonna do all that to me again? I mean like, I have feelings too you know? I don't mind all this but when things get overboard or maybe messed up, I will tend to hate it. I told Reena about this, I shared all this with her cause there's no one else to sit and hear except for her. I was hoping you would realise your own mistakes but it took you awhile. After you've read Reena's blog, you texted me.. Telling me you wanna talk things out nicely. And we did. Then the following morning, you told me what happened. What happen that made you got too carried away. Sorry if I didn't understand it in the first place. And sorry if I were to add on more problems to you. But you must remember too bestie, I have feelings too. I did alot for you, so please... Even if you decide to go on your path one day, don't ever forget me.

To Granny;
Just to let everything out granny. I'm not trying to say anything but.. I'm just curious, why is it always me granny? Why am I always the one that you scold? Why am I the one that always make you angry? Why am I always the one that cause problem to you? This morning, adek told me that you scolded me behind my back yesterday. Yesterday I went to your house, my intention was to just take the lauk and adek's bag then went off cause I'm gonna go out after that. Told you about it and your face was a lil' pissed, I don't know why? Then the next day, mum came to me and scolded me for making granny angry. That made me a lil' confuse. Then mum told me to ask adek what did granny said to her about me. Adek told me that nenek say something like
"What the hell. What kind of grand daughter I have. Come here just to take money from us."
Then she stop. I was pissed, really. This isn't the first time she does this. Last time you called me names nek, you called me "kepale batu". Why? Why nek? You made me cry, and it hurts you know nek? I just don't get it why am i always the one that got it from you? What about abang? Have you ever talked behind his back like what you did to me too? I never heard anything about it before. Does this means that you love abang more than me? Even if you do, you don't have to talk behind my back nek. How i wish i could tell you how i feel. How i wish you would know how i feel. Eventhough you're angry, do you have to call me names? Nek, do you know that I love you? I love you till I wished that you were my mum last time. I love you till I kept thinking what if you have passed away? Who's there to love me more, like last time.. When I was small, you are the one who took care of me. Why do you hate me so much? I don't even know if you hate me or not but you don't have to do all this. It does hurt to be a grown up teenager. Unnecessary things always stops by. When can all this stop? The same things keep happening to me, only that it comes and go. Please nek, if only I could read your mind... And just know what is it that you want from me just to make you happy. Cause I realise, most of the time its my brother that makes you smile.